I see my beautiful stepmom, Helena Locke, in her yoga and meditation routine and I feel as if she's busted me. I'm going out on a date, it's my very first date with GIRL. My parents don't know I'm a lesbian, and I'm keeping it a secret from them. I'm eighteen years old, I live under their roof, and I worry that they'll not only kick me out, but they'll disown me. I've lived with lots of families, and it seems like just as I start to feel a part of the family; they reject me. I finally feel like I fit in, and there is just no way I would let in on anything remotely controversial about me.